falling asleep not just alone but lonely

the hardest part now is the bit that used to be the easiest. You can go to sleep alone but not be lonely. Drifting off with a smile cause some living breathing being is thinking of you as you think of them. The sweet feeling that you will be kissing each other in a dream so soon.

Thats the hardest bit now. Alone and lonely.

But apart from that, i feel noble, partly like that i will not go begging, i don't want to, but if she came on her knees to me, i'd truly consider.

My dog is whining for some food, he doesn't seem to mind being alone, but he knows that its a hell of a lot better when there is someone else around to rub your tummy.