not because i don't love you but because i still do.

I decided a hair cut was better than suicide. Cut wrists, cut hair, both are desecration.

It makes it easier to look in the mirror, it makes it easier to be brash, cavalier and brazen. I am no longer that boring haircut boring person, i am now Action! Exciting! Man!

I figure i'll move to a new city. It's easier to drink by yourself in a new city. When you're a local, there is the worry that someone will recognise you. Drinking alone is looked down upon.